you turned my whole world upside down...


that's definitely the best song that would describe our relationship.

masaya. malungkot. magulo. nakakakilig. mahirap.

i almost gave up everything because of her- kase mahal ko xa.

un naman un diba?


but what people don't know is that for 2 and a half years madameng beses na rin kame nagbreak.. sad noh? that's the truth. still, we managed to save our relationship- no matter how it hurts, kahit sobrang pride na ang nakataya...para samin 2, there's always room for forgiveness. kahit ganu kasakit yung nangyare, mas nangingibabaw pa rin yung love..i can't really elaborate on that- basta nafifeel ko na lang at nangyayare na lang. i admit that we're not a perfect couple. actually, we have a problem right now- isang issue na di ko iniexpect na magiging problem namin dalawa.. :( it's so sad u know... i entrusted her to take care of my stuffs (i won't disclose it), but i was wrong and sobrang nireregret ko na to the extent na parang na truma na ko mag-entrust sa kanya...all of a sudden she confessed to me na she did something to my stuffs for the sake of pleasing me... da hell was that diba??? i cried to her.. as in sobrang hagulgol ako at nagalet sa kanya.. i told her na as much as possible, sa relationship namin ayokong magkaron ng financial issues...alam niya yun...para sakin naman kasi pera lang yan- di dapat pinag-aawayan at dapat bigayan. usually set-up namin kung sino yung wala (financially) magsspend muna yung meron. don't give noni a bad impression, kasi kahit ako may trabaho minsan walang-wala rin ako. ayun..so far, naayos na namin yung samin 2, di naman nag endup na kailangan namin maghiwalay...di ko ginawa yun... mahal ko xa sobra.. however, i made a deal with her and she definitely has no choice but to agree. aun..somehow mejo parang nag-iba tingin ko sa kanya...haii.. ang sad tlga!!! kainis!!! parang may lamat na tuloy yung trust ko sa kanya... haiii bebe... bakit mo kasi ginawa yun..? : (



damn, i miss you my friends...

knet, glai, april, twinsis: nix and tiff...lahat ng ka-bjounans...

goys: tin, hannah, camille, avy...


haiii... sobrang nasasad ako... i soo miss u guys.. i just wanna cry... ; (

i hope you guys are not mad at me.. sobrang walang wala na ko sa mundo niyo..kung alam niyo sobrang i wanted to see you all..

i hope you all understand my situation...

don't worry soon i'll have my fone back...i'll get in touch with you more often...


well, that's it for now.

mwahh!